Tuesday, August 2, 2016

A man gently putting a basketball down to pick up a child is completely different than a woman who suddenly experiences anything but cycles of feelings like holding a brand new basketball in her arms.  I will literally never stop using the gavel on musical level 6's if that's who really would possibly think something like that.  I'm referring to infinitely intolerably abusing infinitely feminine people past spiritual death to match infinite passive reverse cycles, even worse in infinite undoings of the mind*, then reordered past any sane higher society's limit of completely unnecessary super strength drugs to make it as ingrained as steel.  In an infinite glaze of terror as past the completest lifetime of an imbalanced strength endless planes of sensitivity up to a lifetime of rejected sensitivities in the worst case of real only mattering fears, and every discrimination as a whole world in any direction of never being the right physical types for any friends, any understanding, now full time as beyond fearful, not being given 5 minutes in twenty years of the language of feminine conversation to relate to.  So mostly in the literally uncontrollable polish like a star's taupe.  If there were a century for every atom in existence, not once among the 2 1/2's would even any 8 once offer friendship or kindness, how, i ask God, could i be so evil as to complete this question?

I have understood this much this severely thousands of times in this big wasted universe from the heaven i saw my nature as not so much unbearably severe as sweet x inconceivable the sky.  way way higher than any picture i thought to take, btw.

*do you realize what the tv news and other shows are doing more obvious than any people ever missed anything such as the nazis in recreating the infinite matching psychology of the worst thing for women instead of even anything real in the kindness that could relate to and heal me?  my mother died spiritually from the tv a few years ago in a frenzy that only i probably would know, like with most things.  i have an unfathomable ability to heal, like the powers of the infinite rebirth times not ten, it's an actual number one million.  The level 1-2 universe, the one that brings us back down into it as an obsession of always winning, infinitely wasted that, and wants us to pay atom by atom, or cell by cell, or as yet not begun to pay when way higher levels still could not even, burning star by burning star.


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