Severe existential threats to Day 9 of existence

Ultimately, there might only be a pinched hate, a return to the synapse of the power within, consciously, on planes of boring, cruel middle worlds, controlling existence as easily as moving right in, ignoring the best as an at all known or promoted case.  It's not harmless withing good-will as dominant, nor its reverse.  I suspect that the beautiful 9's have no consciousness, no whole power of its existence, only hell to pay.  There is no offense as part of defense, on their behalf, just the constant extremely easily taken, stolen wisdom of what it costs a level 10, 11, or 12 when infinitely poor, anything but cool to its highest sense, right as simplistic grandiosity and glory even of at all not even judging the purest best sweet moral development as a good far far past hell as an infinite sad cost, full as rejoining the universe to burn, is suffered.  For a pittance of kinds of vanity perceived as a total true comprehension above, without any.

My mind is locked in consuming it all from a complete lack of stable withstanding now not having any socialization as a more feminine though beyond reduced level 10/11 to 12 (risen).

I don't think they realize that except for me and the sweetest - and most disregarded as abused in order to try to make him airless child savior - also not working out, this world is 100% enslaved in the defiance of day 9's easy possibility/far greater than mere 100% interest to a whole encompassing plane as the stratosphere.

Not sweet, 4's, 5 - 5 1/2's, who knows exactly though they're right there, wouldn't you say? - but anything but pathetic.

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In any sense, below the belief age and plane, day 6,with its indulgent individual creative leeway, it is also true not just about Jesus what those insidiously personal experts more than use personal focus for.